You know how sometimes it feels like everything is out of control?

Do you know what I mean?  

Like, typically I am a very punctual person.  Reliably early even.  The past couple of weeks?  5 minutes late has become “on time.”  

I have a chronic headache—spring and fall just seem to hate me.  

I am endlessly tired.  

And people are really getting on my nerves.  It doesn’t have to be anything specific, everything is just bugging me.  

What’s up with that?  I just don’t know.  I do know that the rational part of my brain is saying “um, HELLO!! You’re being unreasonable and CRAZY!!!”  The irrational part of my brain is screaming “I’m tired, and I have a headache, and WHY ARE YOU CHEWING SO LOUD!?!?!?!”   Yeah, the sounds of chewing are on my nerves lately.  

And the days are just really full, which normally would make them fly by but since I am hyper annoyed lately having things to DO just makes the days longer.  And for some reason, instead of letting me take a nap at 4:30, my children seem to think I should be preparing some form of nourishment for their evening meal.  SELFISH!!! 

It is currently 7:38 and I am seriously considering going to bed.  I mean it—I am thinking this is a viable option.  




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